A.A + B.B = 12/2/2011

Finally graduated!!! Now it’s time for college!!! And I won’t be able to see babe around school no more… :’(… But I know we both will do anything we can to make this relationship work out!! I love her so much, I’d drive 100 miles and more just to see her!!! I loved hanging out with her last night!! Our love for each other, kisses, hugs.. Especially our talks!! I swear, I’m so glad I had the talk with her. Just knowing how she feels about it makes me think on how to act around her. Now that I know how she feels, our relationship won’t get worse! That’s why I love her!! Our talks turn to understanding topics instead of arguments! Babe, I love you so much!!!!! I promise to come visit you as much as possible!!!

I’m sure she hates it when I do things to her…

That was my 18th birthday and boy, was it the best birthday I have ever celebrated throughout my life. The only thing that I really loved was my girlfriend taking me out on my birthday!!! I had so much fun bowling and eating Out!! I love her so much!! She is the first to ever go that far for me on my birthday!! This was a time I will always remember!!! The best part was spending time with all night!!! The cuddling, kissing, and funny moments together!!! Finally, a girl who I can fall head over heels for and can act like a complete dork around, and she will still love me!!!!
Thank you so much babe for an amazing birthday celebration!!!

I have been getting the same nightmares of her for 3 days straight. I don’t think about it purposely, but it seemed so real.

Honestly, i’m always thinking about my girlfriend!! it makes me think about what’s gonna happen to us in the future when we become separate next year. i’ll be in college and she’ll be a senior in high school. She’s the first and only girl i care deeply for and will never do anything to play with her feelings.  just today , i heard stories of relationships between a college and a senior high schooler… it was hard and diificilt for them. But those are stories … but i don’t end want to end up having problems. I want to make this relationship last as long as i can make it until she doesn’t wanna be with me. Her happiness is all i care about. If it’ll make her life better and happy, i’ll do what it takes, even if we have to break up. But i don’t wanna, i wanna be with her for eternity!! I’ll make the efforts to make it work out! Anything for her. I Love her with all my heart and i care deeply for her!! <3 

cutiepie88:

I can honestly say I’m the luckiest girl ever to have those most amazing guy in the world by my side!!! ^_^ he makes me so so so happy!!! I love every conversation we have and listening to him tell a story about his life/past, makes me love him even more!!!

cutiepie88:

How do you know your in love??!!

Answer: he makes you the happiest girl in the world, steals your heart cuz you stole his, you get butterflies just seeing his face, you never wanna leave his side, you love just being in his arms and those soft kisses he gives you, you can act yourself around him, you can tell him anything cuz you trust him, and further more you just love him with all your heart!!!!

Overthinking about things can really bring you down. It’s the worst thing to do when life is great. Even when your overthinking about the person you love the most. Thinking the possibility of them cheating, leaving, or whatever. We don’t know why we think it, but we just do it. :/